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for the Will of God
"Tomorrow
I will embark and Saturday, the day after tomorrow, I will already be on the
high seas on my way to Woodlark. This year, when I sailing to Sydney, on
Wednesday of Holy Week, we were overtaken by a hurricane that ripped our sails
and snapped our ropes and the top half of a mast. It then drove us hither and
thither all over the sea without direction and with little hope, for four days,
until the Easter sun shone again like some new thing above us, and we were truly
like people raised from the dead.
Well,
that God who saved me then will be with me again in this journey, and if I do
not abandon him, He will be with me always, and while He is with me everything
that can happen to me will always be a grace, a blessing for which I should
thank Him. If in danger He wants to withdraw, or pretends to be asleep on the
bow of the ship, like the Apostle, I will go to wake him and let him see my
danger. And then if he does not want to listen, I will say: Lord, command me to
come to you, and my soul will walk on the waters, it will go to his feet and be
content forever.
I
do not know what He is preparing for me in the journey I begin tomorrow. I know
one thing only, if He is good and loves me immensely, everything else: calm or
storm, danger or safety, life or death, are merely changeable and passing
expressions of the beloved immutable, eternal Love. Yes, my beloved brethren, we
have another country, another home, a kingdom where we must all meet, where
there will no longer be separations or departures, where past sorrows and danger
will merely serve to increase our consolation and glory."
(Blessed
John Mazzucconi, P.I.M.E., Missionary in Papua New Guinea where he was
martyred in 1855, from his letter before his last journey).
Prayer
of Offering one’s life for the Missions
(Composed
in 1852 by Blessed John Mazzucconi and now recited by P.I.M.E. Missionaries on
their departure for the Missions)
Most
Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I a poor sinner, with sincere
gratitude and love for your infinite goodness, which I had the opportunity to
know through your precious grace, and moved in my innermost being by the
unutterable misfortune of so many of my brothers who in distant lands have until
now been beyond reach of the beautiful light of the Gospel, have decided at the
cost of any sacrifice, even should I lose my life, to give myself totally for
the salvation of those souls that also cost the Redeemer’s blood.
Blessed
the day when I will be allowed to suffer greatly for such a holy and humane
cause, but more blessed still the day when I should be found worthy to shed my
blood for it and to meet death with all its torments.
My
God, you inspire me with these proposals so much greater than my weak forces,
sustain me with that almighty spirit that first filled your holy Apostles.
Most
Immaculate Mary, our advocate and most loving mother, obtain for us the grace to
bring to the ends of the earth the adored name of your divine Son and your sweet
name, Mary. Guardian Angels of the nations, Holy Apostles Peter and Paul, St
Francis Xavier, pray for us.
Prepared by Pontifical University
Urbaniana, with the collaboration of the Missionary Institutes
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