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Prayer to the Father of
truth, of wisdom, and of blessedness
"O
God, Framer of the universe, grant me first rightly to invoke
Thee; then to show myself worthy to be heard by Thee; lastly, deign to set me
free. God, through whom all things, which of themselves were not, tend to be.
God, who withholdest from perishing even that which seems to be mutually
destructive. God, who, out of nothing, hast created this world, which the eyes
of all perceive to be most beautiful. God, who dost not cause evil, but causest
that it be not most evil. God, who to the few that flee for refuge to that which
truly is, showest evil to be nothing. God, through whom the universe, even
taking in its sinister side, is perfect. God, from whom things most widely at
variance with Thee effect no dissonance, since worser things are included in one
plan with better. God, who art loved, wittingly or unwittingly, by everything
that is capable of loving. God, in whom are all things, to whom nevertheless
neither the vileness of any creature is vile, nor its wickedness harmful, nor
its error erroneous. God, who hast not willed that any but the pure should know
the truth. God, the Father of truth, the Father of wisdom, the Father of the
true and crowning life, the Father of blessedness, the Father of that which is
good and fair, the Father of intelligible light, the Father of our awakening and
illumination, the Father of the pledge by which we are admonished to return to
Thee.
Thee I invoke, O God, the Truth, in whom and from whom and
through whom all things are true which anywhere are true. God, the Wisdom, in
whom and from whom and through whom all things are wise which anywhere are wise.
God, the true and crowning Life, in whom and from whom and through whom all
things live, which truly and supremely live. God, the Blessedness, in whom and
from whom and through whom all things are blessed, which anywhere are blessed.
God, the Good and Fair, in whom and from whom and through whom all things are
good and fair, which anywhere are good and fair. God, the intelligible Light, in
whom and from whom and through whom all things intelligibly shine, which
anywhere intelligibly shine. God, whose kingdom is that whole world of which
sense has no ken. God, from whose kingdom a law is even derived down upon these
lower realms. God, from whom to be turned away, is to fall: to whom to be turned
back, is to rise again: in whom to abide, is to stand firm. God, from whom to go
forth, is to die: to whom to return, is to revive: in whom to have our dwelling,
is to live. God, whom no one loses, unless deceived: whom no one seeks, unless
stirred up: whom no one finds, unless made pure. God, whom to forsake, is one
thing with perishing; towards whom to tend, is one thing with living: whom to
see is one thing with having. God, towards whom faith rouses us, hope lifts us
up, with whom love joins us. God, through whom we overcome the enemy, Thee I
entreat. God, through whose gift it is, that we do not perish utterly. God, by
whom we are warned to watch. God, by whom we distinguish good from ill. God, by
whom we flee evil, and follow good. God, through whom we yield not to
calamities. God, through whom we faithfully serve and benignantly govern. God,
through whom we learn those things to be another's which aforetime we accounted
ours, and those things to be ours which we used to account as belonging to
another. God, through whom the baits and enticements of evil things have no
power to hold us. God, through whom it is that diminished possessions leave
ourselves complete. God, through whom our better good is not subject to a worse.
God, through whom death is swallowed up in victory. God, who dost turn us to
Thyself. God, who dost strip us of that which is not, and arrayest us in that
which is. God, who dost make us worthy to be heard. God, who dost fortify us.
God, who leadest us into all truth. God, who speakest to us only good, who
neither terrifiest into madness nor sufferest another so to do. God, who callest
us back into the way. God, who leadest us to the door of life. God, who causest
it to be opened to them that knock. God, who givest us the bread of life. God,
through whom we thirst for the draught, which being drunk we never thirst. God,
who dost convince the world of sin, of righteousness, and of judgment. God,
through whom it is that we are not commoved by those who refuse to believe. God,
through whom we disapprove the error of those, who think that there are no
merits of souls before Thee. God, through whom it comes that we are not in
bondage to the weak and beggarly elements. God, who cleansest us, and preparest
us for Divine rewards, to me propitious come Thou.
Whatever has been said by me, Thou the only God, do Thou come to
my help, the one true and eternal substance, where is no discord, no confusion,
no shifting, no indigence, no death. Where is supreme concord, supreme evidence,
supreme steadfastness, supreme fullness, and life supreme. Where nothing is
lacking, nothing redundant. Where Begetter and Begotten are one. God, whom all
things serve, that serve, to whom is compliant every virtuous soul. By whose
laws the poles revolve, the stars fulfill their courses, the sun vivifies the
day, the moon tempers the night: and all the framework of things, day after day
by vicissitude of light and gloom, month after month by waxings and wanings of
the moon, year after year by orderly successions of spring and summer and fall
and winter, cycle after cycle by accomplished concurrences of the solar course,
and through the mighty orbs of time, folding and refolding upon themselves, as
the stars still recur to their first conjunctions, maintains, so far as this
merely visible matter allows, the mighty constancy of things. God, by whose
ever-during laws the stable motion of shifting things is suffered to feel no
perturbation, the thronging course of circling ages is ever recalled anew to the
image of immovable quiet: by whose laws the choice of the soul is free, and to
the good rewards and to the evil pains are distributed by necessities settled
throughout the nature of everything. God, from whom distil even to us all
benefits, by whom all evils are withheld from us. God, above whom is nothing,
beyond whom is nothing, without whom is nothing. God, under whom is the whole,
in whom is the whole, with whom is the whole. Who hast made man after Thine
image and likeness, which he discovers, who has come to know himself. Hear me,
hear me, graciously hear me, my God, my Lord, my King, my Father, my Cause, my
Hope, my Wealth, my Honor, my House, my Country, my Health, my Light, my Life.
Hear, hear, hear me graciously, in that way, all Thine own, which though known
to few is to those few known so well."
Sant'Augustine, Soliloquies, 1,1.2-4
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